do i have to worry..

well do i have to worry? i am not on my old spot at my best friends myspace...

so do i have to worry, i didnt called two days ago when i said i will.. and i didnt.. im sry but there was stuff to do because it was christmas and since we have a baby well my host sister got her baby t'day and we were at grandma's the day before and now i feel bad..

she skewed me behind laura.. and aura is seriously one of the most horrible fakers at home, why is she doing that.. before that i was right behind her parents and her sister.. and now? i dont know..

we are writing on msn and i dont know if i can still call her t'day or not.. i really want to ... i feel so bad because of it.. and she is not even writing a lot... question marks and smilys.. thats alll what did I do wrong.. honey im so sorry..

or do i just worry to much?

nina